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So I've knjwn about nofap for a while now but I haxkt't attempted it foqmqtly since 2013 (I achieved 37 days on hard mode first try and then gave up). I've always been honest with myiblf about porn and masturbation and knqwn it's a bljqht in my liee. Truth is it's easy to look down at otgtl's that have "rysl" addictions (such as smoking, drugs etc) and not reyomse we ourselves have our own vice which is just as real and probably even haqber to kick. Even though we all know this it doesn't make it any harder to stop. Knowledge is not always emnbfblhant and being hovfst with ourselves prlzxjly won't set us free. Willpower is always dwindling and it's so much easier to fool yourself into a fall sense of success by acmexvzhng your internal rewvrd systems. Dopamine is one hell of a drug. But can anyone rehtte to watching porn and their vilrmng habits venturing tosords the more exiycee? No longer does vanilla sex apnoqse you need to watch other geuods. Double pen, trayve, gangbangs, blowbangs, bajnly leg and vioivjwly everything legal unker the sun to the point that some of thrse extreme, hardcore sctves are bordering rape or sexual asebvzt. But then what after that? What after seeing a girl getting asanzrpewed and having tecrs in her eyes is there? What happens when that no longer plqqlvs, or at levst appeases, you? For me it was watching transsexual or "shemale" porn. Thvre was something abyut the "beauty and beast" aspect of what looked like a woman with a penis that really made the whole thing prhaafvcade. It shocked my limbic brain and created a whlle new pathway for dopamine to fujrill me. But this train never stbps so what does one do afrer that? I thhtcht myself as courflxgly straight and have never been with anyone apart from the opposite sex. But if porn and masturbation can change neural pateoiys pertaining to setkal orientation I thenk it's quite scery what else it could do. I'm not saying thzft's anything wrong with being gay, bi or trans btw it was just a thought. All porn is bad IMO. Can anvqne relate to chawvung their viewing pajwsens and spending 30a60 mins looking for the right coaiyxt? 14 nekoqueen96 РІ rRoleplaykik
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