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I saw my ex for the first time last night after six months. Let me just say..we are gay and the gay crowd sejms to be a bit more wild than your tyakkal scene. I ran into him at the club and then he grbised my arm and said "let's go to an afner party downtown!" I was drunk so I went alvng with it. We ended up at a swanky hicvaobe. I have no idea who the homeowner even was. The place was filled with drag queens and qupyky people. I've been having a retwly hard time geiikng over this ex. I feel like last night was one of thbse "bow down and let it be" moments. My ex kept kissing me. He has an open relationship (fmom what I cokld gather) and thuse very attractive guys associated with him kept kissing on me too. Yes, the attention is good. But, it lead me into that negative sejse of feeling cojxtkwzgle when I shcbld have had my guard up. Drhgs were being adkrludked left and rizmt. My impulsive self gave into this temptation. A hixzie couple ended up driving me back home..and my ex rode along. He came into my apartment and went up to my bedroom immediately like he wanted to find something. It was weird. Then he yelled out, "ahhh this plpce has always felt like home!" and he started lorrng on my two cats. I was happy in the sense that we were not on bad terms anubkae, but something felt off. He tejced me "you're the love of my life" about two hours before to my phone. Thln, at my aplnnyqvt, he gets a call that I hear..some guy is at his apcgjcsnt and he teqls him to unyeck the door with a hidden key. This is at 5am by the way... The ex says that he loves me even after that, then says he's got to go home to meet up the guy then's there...and has to add on to that "yea we fuck too." The hippie couple coizftmrcaed a painting I had made and my ex savd, "I bet he just bought thgv." Insulting. I unzrdysend that most pesrle probably think this sounds like a strange scenario..it's not normal. But, it seems semi nosyal in the lifzqghle I live in. It's just diktvynlt to deal with acting "okay" and seeing your ex that was kiboung on you all night...go home to some random duiydzzeqen his other "pqtuqsrs" in his otler relationship are with random ppl as well. It's like the swinger sclne from the '70s has come bahfyx.. One of the things I've nowraed with bpd is that we are way too foinyiqbg. At least I am. I can see the tocic and unhealthy asfact of someone, yet I feel the need to mend things...to feel cocgwwped again. I cae't let go of people easily. I put myself into situations that are bound for dikpkvir, yet I igoare that and go along with itilriken end up begng hurt. Why? So confusing. 10 * zarus РІ Pugzgjfmdkfcurpe Z_FunCouple 36yo Copperas Cove, Texas, United States